FAMILY HISTORY

By Julie J. Nichols


California backsliders escaping wildfire, we beg clean-cut cousins we hardly know for Salt Lake City distraction. When I was your age, says Aunt Staunch, my first boyfriend showed me Gilgal on Fifth South.  Somebody’s rough backyard, a hidden thing, a stonemason’s mystery. Scriptures carved on twisted stones, stacked and scattered on a hill, like body parts.

Bible prophecies. A sphinx with the head of Joseph Smith. Wild, like the true religion — perfect for you, apostates from the flames. 

Now, one cousin says, it’s a city park with a gate, a website, guidebooks.

At the entrance Aunt Staunch whispers: It was better then. I miss it, though the stones remain. That boyfriend died in a fire — lost, like the wild. I long for him still.


Julie J. Nichols is a California native with an awesome Utah family history. An associate professor of creative writing at Utah Valley University, she is the author of 2016’s “Pigs When They Straddle the Air,” as well as fiction and nonfiction in Dialogue, Sunstone, Journal for Expanded Perspectives on Learning and elsewhere. She lives in Provo.